LOL, ignore my previous blog. I just got caught in the moment of disappointment. It didn't last long though. Thank God for that.
Anyway yeahh, someone seemed to be rubbing it in my face that I take ages to update. lol. I know I do. Basically, nothing interesting ever happens during my daily life. Same old thing. I was chatting in kevjumba.com with a bunch of youtubers, and we were talking about blogs. Some of them said, they don't blog coz they're not interesting enough. LOL. In my mind I was going, "Yeah that's me alright".
If I were to blog everyday, my blog would be a total emo case. Every blog would be about me, whining about how much work I have to do. How many places I have to run around to and from in campus, just to get my work done. Coz the past few weeks has just been THAT. Especially because it's nearing the end of the second semester for this year. I had to prepare the application for PKUM's Annual General Meeting application. And I seriously never expected it to be so life-punishing.lol.
It took me several visits to the HEP office, which includes long walks under the flaming-blazing-burning sun. It cost me a lot of phone credit to sms and call other board members to settle a tonne of stuff before I could submit the application.Go up and down the menara booking and un-booking rooms. Typing and re-typing letters.
It took me about 2-3 weeks to get it done. It got me to a point where I really felt like breaking down, coz I was thinking too much about it, I couldn't even concentrate in class, and I wasn't even doing my homework properly. I actually cried a few times. Don't laugh. I did ):
But to think about it, I was the one who accepted the position in the first place. All that was kinda expected. I actually accepted the position coz I really wanted to learn to manage my time. I wanted to try evolve from just being a student who finishes her homework or assignments on-time, to someone who finishes her work on-time and at the same time, is able to manage other outside work besides academic stuff. Well, we'll see how that works out when I get my results for this semester, lol. I guess I did gain a whole lot more than before. A lot of patience-testing moments, yes. Worth it, I guess?? Maybe not now, but I'll be thanking myself in the future for going thru all that torture, I HOPE! Just a lil worried about my studies though. InsyaAllah, I'll be able to deal with that, as I'm working on catching up on as much as I can.
Ohh, I just started this fund for myself, lol. I'm saving up for a new digital camera so I could make more quality videos for youtube. Hahaha.
I don't know why, I have this sudden interest in learning broadcast design. I even asked my dad if I could take it up, part-time my engineering course. My dad was like,"Will u be able to cope with two courses?". Huhuhu, so true. So I thought maybe I could take a short course during the holidays. Just maybe. Most probably not. Coz financially, I don't think so. Don't wanna burden the folks.I like to dream about it though.I'm gonna learn it on my own. Find every possible way to learn what I can. But for now, finals, finals.
My aunt (dad's younger sister) has been staying at my place for the past week. She just got out of an operation, so we're taking care of her for her 2 week MC. It's been fun having her around, at least I'm not forced to look at my annoying brother's face every second of every day. We had pizza today,yumM! Domino's price has gone up by RM4! Crazy shizz.
Oohh and last week, I just passed up my law assignment. Maaan, that's the last time I will EVER merge groups with those junior guys. First of all, they never even turned up for our discussions. It took them ages to respond to messages, and they don't take directions well at ALL. We had 10 people, including myself. Four of my friends, Ikhtiar, my senior (who's well responsible in all tasks), and 4 other juniors who received bowling balls on their heads in my story book. The day we were supposed to submit the assignment, I asked everyone to meet up somewhere to pass me , their part of the assignment so we could bind it and submit it straight to the menara. I waited about 45 minutes for the guys to come, and when they did reach there, they're work wasn't even done. I mean, it was done, but they didn't type it out. Man, I wanted to smack them baaad. Fortunately, one of them had a printer in their room. So they went back, typed out their work, bind it and submitted it. Phheeeeewwwhh!!!!!
I get really worried bout things like that. Everyone seemed relaxed, and I was the only paranoid chick there. Maaan!!
My sister Farah, just started her own blog about a month ago. Goshh, her blogs make me miss school and teen life. Damn it. LOL.
Go check her out if u want www.passionatesoull.blogspot.com
Anyway yeahh, someone seemed to be rubbing it in my face that I take ages to update. lol. I know I do. Basically, nothing interesting ever happens during my daily life. Same old thing. I was chatting in kevjumba.com with a bunch of youtubers, and we were talking about blogs. Some of them said, they don't blog coz they're not interesting enough. LOL. In my mind I was going, "Yeah that's me alright".
If I were to blog everyday, my blog would be a total emo case. Every blog would be about me, whining about how much work I have to do. How many places I have to run around to and from in campus, just to get my work done. Coz the past few weeks has just been THAT. Especially because it's nearing the end of the second semester for this year. I had to prepare the application for PKUM's Annual General Meeting application. And I seriously never expected it to be so life-punishing.lol.
It took me several visits to the HEP office, which includes long walks under the flaming-blazing-burning sun. It cost me a lot of phone credit to sms and call other board members to settle a tonne of stuff before I could submit the application.Go up and down the menara booking and un-booking rooms. Typing and re-typing letters.
It took me about 2-3 weeks to get it done. It got me to a point where I really felt like breaking down, coz I was thinking too much about it, I couldn't even concentrate in class, and I wasn't even doing my homework properly. I actually cried a few times. Don't laugh. I did ):
But to think about it, I was the one who accepted the position in the first place. All that was kinda expected. I actually accepted the position coz I really wanted to learn to manage my time. I wanted to try evolve from just being a student who finishes her homework or assignments on-time, to someone who finishes her work on-time and at the same time, is able to manage other outside work besides academic stuff. Well, we'll see how that works out when I get my results for this semester, lol. I guess I did gain a whole lot more than before. A lot of patience-testing moments, yes. Worth it, I guess?? Maybe not now, but I'll be thanking myself in the future for going thru all that torture, I HOPE! Just a lil worried about my studies though. InsyaAllah, I'll be able to deal with that, as I'm working on catching up on as much as I can.
Ohh, I just started this fund for myself, lol. I'm saving up for a new digital camera so I could make more quality videos for youtube. Hahaha.
I don't know why, I have this sudden interest in learning broadcast design. I even asked my dad if I could take it up, part-time my engineering course. My dad was like,"Will u be able to cope with two courses?". Huhuhu, so true. So I thought maybe I could take a short course during the holidays. Just maybe. Most probably not. Coz financially, I don't think so. Don't wanna burden the folks.I like to dream about it though.I'm gonna learn it on my own. Find every possible way to learn what I can. But for now, finals, finals.
My aunt (dad's younger sister) has been staying at my place for the past week. She just got out of an operation, so we're taking care of her for her 2 week MC. It's been fun having her around, at least I'm not forced to look at my annoying brother's face every second of every day. We had pizza today,yumM! Domino's price has gone up by RM4! Crazy shizz.
Oohh and last week, I just passed up my law assignment. Maaan, that's the last time I will EVER merge groups with those junior guys. First of all, they never even turned up for our discussions. It took them ages to respond to messages, and they don't take directions well at ALL. We had 10 people, including myself. Four of my friends, Ikhtiar, my senior (who's well responsible in all tasks), and 4 other juniors who received bowling balls on their heads in my story book. The day we were supposed to submit the assignment, I asked everyone to meet up somewhere to pass me , their part of the assignment so we could bind it and submit it straight to the menara. I waited about 45 minutes for the guys to come, and when they did reach there, they're work wasn't even done. I mean, it was done, but they didn't type it out. Man, I wanted to smack them baaad. Fortunately, one of them had a printer in their room. So they went back, typed out their work, bind it and submitted it. Phheeeeewwwhh!!!!!
I get really worried bout things like that. Everyone seemed relaxed, and I was the only paranoid chick there. Maaan!!
My sister Farah, just started her own blog about a month ago. Goshh, her blogs make me miss school and teen life. Damn it. LOL.
Go check her out if u want www.passionatesoull.blogspot.com
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erk.. this is my second attemp to post this comment.. i dont know why the first one got problem or not.. hurmm.. eniway...
i been thinking about the letter thats make me the editor of the day. how was it..? been accepted or rejected..?? huhu...
bout youtube.. STILL CANT WATCH.. stupid internet connection.. kalau nak tgk mesti dapat tgk separuh je than that's it.. nak login pun cam sengal je.. b***h tol tenet neh...
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