Sadness & Embarassment =(

OH my GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I feel like juz screaming the heck out of myself :'(
Wuaaaaaa...

Today's the worse day ever. Damn it. Damn it. Damn it.
I had my INDIVIDUAL critical thinking presentation.
And, I feel like I was really bad. Not really, VERY, most likely the suckiest of the day.I don't know what the audience thought of it, but I get the feeling that they were pretty much bored :(

I don't know if it's just me, but I Feel like I was soooo disorganized, when the actual fact is, I've actually rehearsed the presentation in my mind several times before. The lecturer purposely put me last, coz she said I was the leader. Damn it, lol. I didn't just do bad in the presentation, I actually delayed it for years, coz my laptop took ages to work properly.

And my english, oh my God, was ALL OVER THE PLACE...
Thanks to today's presentation, it's gonna stick in my head n my life will be miserable for the rest of my life everytime I think about it..

LOL, I know, "Take it as a lesson for future undertakings"..
Hahah, dmn that for now..

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH...