Addiction

Somehow, just SOMEHOW I have lost my touch in recording a decent audio blog.
Why is that, I ask myself? Why Qila? WHy?
Too much on your mind? Maybe.
Too much caffeine? Most probably. Just a few days ago, when I went out for a movie with my gals, I went to get drinks for them n cameback with Iced Nescafe for myself, and my friend Sara said, "Qila ni asyik Nescafe je", in other words, she reminded me of how often I take coffee. In one day, my average intake of coffee is about, 5 mugs. LOL. Yess yes, I'm a bad bad girl. Bad Qila! Bad, bad!

But the weird thing is, I can actually STILL fall asleep in class.
I know, I know, that's sad too. Unfortunately, the whole 'falling asleep in class' thing has become so easy for me. Can too much caffeine do that?? WOW.
Un-bee-lievable -_-
That's why I think it's pretty cool that I have friends who dare to slap me when I do fall asleep during lectures. LOL. Kidding, they don't do that. But yes, they wake me up =P Thanks babes! You guys are one of a kind!

A straight forward person would tell me that I'm just making excuses, so I could cover up the fact that I'm a BIG LAZY BUM.lol.Maybe?
A part of me would agree to that, but that's just normal for every human being, unless u have some kinda addiction to working all the time. You're some kinda workaholic or something.
But then again, it'd be dumb to completely agree to the statement of me, being a LAZY BUM. Because, because ohh because I know I'm not.
It's just typical of life to throw a bunch of obstacles infront of u, and have you go through it. It's up to you if u can take it or not.

You should hear some of the blogs I recorded, which I chose not to publish,lol.
Some of them had a lot of singing, and crapping and mumbling in em.
And a lot of them, had sudden long silent moments ( that's when my mind starts wandering some place else). *SIGHS*

BUT, no worries! I'm working on it!
These things happen all the time. No big deal.
My audio blog & I won't get a divorce. We're still FAR from being irreconcilable.
Till then, Gutentag!