99 Queens

Dear Morpheus,
I'd like to thank you for the weird but adventurous dreams you've painted for me. They definitely fertilized my baby plants of creativity. I am writing to you today as I am in a particular area on earth receiving pedagogics from this particular being who portrays a know-it-all attitude. Confidence is a great quality but it has its limits. And when you go beyond the borders of it, you come across as annoying & obnoxious. Word!
- Qilla 8/09/09-

Okay, so I was bored. I get bored having to listen to people forcing their attempts of improving the world on people when it obviously just shoots down their self-esteem. I know the motives to it are good & all, but the approach doesn't seem right. Yeah, who am I to judge right, but you can't help it when it's SO apparent. So, you want a person to be an independent thinker, to know how to explain things even though they don't know much about it. You don't mock their flaws in front of a crowd. It would seem like a good reality check for them, yes. But haven't you lived long enough to know how the human brain receives & analyzes words?

I can't remember why Morpheus was the one I decided to write to. LOL. Must've wanted to express stuff about my recent dreams. Been having really weird ones these past few days. I woke this morning all grumpy & sad. Funny thing was, that my dream was about chocolate. It was kind of a blur, but I remember that I brought to class a whole bunch of chocolate bars called 99 Queens. HAHA, does it even exist? Can't remember who exactly I was bringing it for. But everyone was suddenly extra nice to me. This random girl gave me a big packet of Cadburry chocettes, & I was like "Thanks but, why?". This guy I don't even know beside me leaned in & whispered, "Hello, you've got the 99 Queens". I must've had like really expensive chocolate. Haha.

The dream went on for quite a while, had weird robbery rescues in between, really odd conversations, etc. that I actually had the time to go for my lab session. Left my bag outside. And when I got back to it, all the bars were gone. It's just a dream, yeah but I cried like shit. LMAO. Woke up in tears man! Who knew, how big of an impact losing expensive chocolate would be for me. Hahaha. Retard. And I read my sleeping prayers okay!!

ANYWAY, finally watched Up on Tuesday. Sara wanted to watch it so much, we went to MidV after class with Pia. Such a touching movie, & the characters are so freakin' cute. Especially the little boy scout, Russel! Haha. Round lil chubby Asian kid. I'd like to have one, please!

Had a buka puasa event with my course mates last night. We all woke up with a hangover this morning. It's not like we drank last night, lol. I'll post the pictures when I get them from the others :)

Till then ♥