Against The Tides

It took me quite a while to update, so much has happened within the past month (?)
I don't even know where to start.

Okay let's see, first off, my prayers for having actual work to do at the office was finally heard & prosperously granted ;) For the past 3 weeks that I've been in Serdang, I have designed cable installations for a housing area, did it both manually on paper, and on the computer. ACTUAL INPUT for God's sake! I was contented, no doubt ;)

I've been brought out to sites, almost everyday. Learnt a few softwares, and Serdang gets extra points for the people, who actually know how to use their face muscles. Yup, they smiiiiilleee. So, I was happy with everything, but then realized that happiness always, alwaaaays comes with consequences. That fact hit me right in the head when I reported in for my second week there, when my supervisor put me under this staff, who turned out to be the most disgusting perv eveeeerrrr. Okay, okay, I know when you hear 'perv', physicality comes to mind, but there was nothing physical, THANK GOD. But that doesn't mean it doesn't disturb me mentally. It's just sickenning.

So sickening that I get reeeally close to crying everytime he's approached me.
So sickening that I purposely go to the washroom quite frequently, and actually staay there for as long as I could, just so that time would pass by FAST & I could stay away from him.
So sickening that when there's no work to do on a particular day, I'd get a cab to the commuter station and head straight back home, just so I don't have to stay in the office where he's nearby.
So sickenning that my personal notebook is filled with pages of hatred.

SO SICKENING, that I DREAD going to work everyday :'(

You have no idea how happy I am, that this is my last week here. But still, even the few days left are beyond dreadful. Dreadful, but the brightside of it is much appreciated. Man, I can't wait for this week to end.

Some say, Industrial Training is a process of self-discovery? Almost 3 weeks here, and I've discovered how much of a weakling I can be at times.

You know the weather's been pretty crazy these days right, damn, the sun can be pretty agressive sometimes. That makes going out to sites pretty tense. You see, going to sites involve walking outdoors under the flaming sun, & then straight to the exchange buildings where all the ports are, with rooms FILLED with all these high-tech electrical stuff, which results to the existence of a pretty high electromagnetic field in the area.

Now there was this one place we had to go to, it had like, a gazillion security doors that we had to go thru just to get to the room of ports. SO once you're in there, the only acceptable reason to go out is when your work is done, & it'd be a pretty long journey out. It was a friggin hot day, and we'd already got in there. I put my bag on the table and started observing the installation of a minimux. They were about 20minutes in, and I started feeling really dizzy, eyes were getting foggy & I just felt like falling. LOL, another Bukit Gasing moment. I eventually found a chair and set there till it wore off.

There was another day, where we were out almost the whole day, and right after, I got an MC for the next day. Hehhs. So much for the 'tough exterior' (-_-)

Gahh, that's why experiences has its ups.
Therefore next time, I'll be ready. I hope ;)

Hmmn...Till then? ♥