Rojakness

Have I mentioned how enthusiastic I am to start blogging again? I just got off Hilman's blog, read his latest post, part of it was about not being able to express a whole load of ideas that have been kept for a long time, which I can definitely relate to.

During the exam period and few weeks before it, I had so much on my mind. You know how it is when you're studying,and your mind tends to sidetrack a lot.Sometimes, I come up with the weirdest things. And even when I'm on the road, I see stuff, I automatically gather thoughts about it & actually narrate em in my head. It's like scanning a piece of work on the scanner, editting it, & saving it into a folder. That folder was overloaded alright! However, I barely touched the keyboards to let em out, and everytime I did, I tend to filter out a LOT and end up posting what was on the surface of that sea of ideas. Sometimes, even the ones I've thought so long about, I somehow never even mention.

On Wednesday, when I got home after my last paper, I was like, "Whoot-whoot, I can finally start concentrating on updating that out-dated blog of mine". I ended up sitting infront of the laptop for so long, thinking, how do I start? what do I wanna talk about first? Farah was in the room with me. I turned to her and said, "Faraaaaaahhh I suddenly don't know what the crap to talk about!" I guess, when you wanna write about something, you have to be in the mood for it, and the mood I had to talk about the stuff I wanted to, was LONG GONE.

I'm over it now. Wanna start fresh :)

Now that I have more time on my hands, I'm hoping to make the best of it. I can finally finish up the books I bought ages ago (I have like, 3 more to go before I get new ones!), work on making more videos (my last video was 2 months ago, aaahh!), like maybe instead of blogging, I might juz vlog, learn new things (softwares, beatboxing? haha) and others which I prefer not to mention, heheee :P All in two months? Well, I take it as a platform to start things, doesn't mean I have to complete em all within the 2 months. I'll juz have to incorporate it with my everyday activities. I wanna see how my first week of work goes first, so I can plan out stuff. I hope things'll work out :)

Oh! And speaking of vlogging, remember my friend Emma from Scotland?, who's now one of the most well-known Twlighters on Youtube (terkejut, right? haha). She's got like, thousands of subscribers & she's even met the Twilight casts. Damn lucky, man. Anyway, recently she contacted me, and she wants to re-activate our Twicked Twilighters channel, to start vlogging together again since we're in the times of anticipation for the next movie, 'NewMoon' which will be coming out end of this year. November, I think? Ngehee, I don't know, I don't keep track anymore :P I have no idea what to vlog about when we start again, but I guess a litle research won't hurt :P

Gahh, I'm done for now. Hopefully I won't be a retard in my future posts.
Here's a video from Ellen's Show. My favourite bathroom concert episode! Haha, enjoy :)