Why I Love Afi Even More

Yesterday night me & Afi stayed up talking & chillin.
Suddenly she asked me if I knew what the malay word 'gian' means.
I know, I've heard it before, but I never really knew the exact meaning.

Afi explained that it's a feeling you get when you're so used to doing something that when you're not doing it, you tend to think about it a lot till it sometimes affects your movements or ...( can't think of the right words to use, hehe)
She gave an example :

Lets say you really like playing basketball, and you play it almost everyday.
When you're not playing it, you feel weird, and you feel like u need to have a ball in your hand.
And sometimes you tend to move your hands as if you're bouncing the ball.

Something like that , I think.
Okay, so I understood what it meant.
I asked her why?

She just said :
Nothing, it's just that I'm so used to reading the Yassin every night in my hostel, when I'm not reading it, I keep feeling like wanting to hold it in my hands. And sometimes when I'm doing something else, I tend to read the parts I memorized in my mind.

Gosh.
Hearing her say that was like a MAJOR bang in the head for me.
I was like, "What in the world have I been doing all this while?"
It kinda made me feel bad for not doing that often.
I realised that I'd been thinking too much about the world happenings lately, and less on what's to come at the end of all this. Sigh.
I've gotta get back on track, and start concentrating on what I should be doing.

It doesn't require me leaving the rest of my work & stuff and not care about them.
Just set my priorities straight.
We should all do that.

LOVE Afi even more for that.
Thanks babe <3