Satisfaction Obtained !

I'm baaacckk!!
From where? Malacca!!
Yup, I finally had the chance to go chill with Fadi there.Woohooo!!
Since my mom and the rest were going to my cousin's wedding in Johor last Friday, I decided to get a ride with them till Malacca. My mom dropped me off at the Ayer Keroh toll, which is on the way to Johor, and Fadi picked me up from there.

Stayed there the whole weekend till Sunday.
It was pretty fun.
After fetching me at the toll, Fadi and her housemate Shira brought me to Jusco to buy a cake and some drinks and snacks. It just so happened that one of their housemates, Kak Ida's birthday's on Sunday, and they decided to suprise her that Friday night.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAK IDA!!

I was more than happy to be apart of it, although I was still nervous about meeting the rest at the at the apartment. Hehehehe.
I get really nervous when it comes to stuff like this. Hahaha.
I bet Fadi got kinda pissed at me, coz I kept whining to her about how nervous I was about meeting her housemates, and spending the night there. Sorry Fadi! Hehe!

I don't think 'nervous' is the exact word for it, it's more like 'self-concious' I think.
Sometimes I tend to worry too much about the way I look or dress or speak, etc, and I sometimes, unconciously compare myself to every person I meet.
And that's when I start feeling really low bout myself.
Dumb right? Hehehehh, I think it's in everyone's nature to feel or think that way, even if they've thought of it ONLY once in their life.
Some may constantly think about it. I'm assuming that, that's what leads to self-insecurity.
I wouldn't say I'm an insecure person, but I'd be lying if I said I don't sometimes feel concious about certain things. I'd say I'm somewhere in the middle =)
I think I can control when to and when NOT to get myself into thinking that way.
At least I HOPE so. Hehehe. Well, what matters is I'm comfortable in my own skin.
The 'self-concious' part JUST happens occasionally =)

There are some people who're pretty good in handling these kinda stuff.
They have the ability completely control themselves from thinking low of themselves or comparing themselves to others. That's where the beauty of 'confidence' comes.
I envy these type of people. In a GOOD way of course. Hehehe.

Enough, enough with the Dr. Phil talk.
Anyway, I finally met Fadi's other housemates, Kak Ida and Wani.
Really nice & out-going people. I'm not sure what they thought of me(hahaha) coz I tend to be a lil quiet around new people. But I enjoyed their company though.
They're staying in this apartment called UV, which I've no idea what it stands for.
Majority of the residents are MMU students including Fadi & her housemates.
And mostly foreigners. Wooopeeee. Hahaha.
Foreigners include, Arabs, Mongolians, and I'm not sure what else, etc.
And yesshh it was a very very nice view. Hahaha.
God, I sound like some lame local excited about seeing foreigners.LOL.
It's not like it was my first time. But there's no harm in being excited about it right?
Still lame, but I'm fine with it. Hahaha.

Anyway, we had cake that night, yummeeyyhh!
Fadi showed me around the area as we walked to her regular mini marts, and mamak's.
Stayed up watching Gossip Girl together untill I realised I was actually watching it alone half way. Fadi fell asleep. Yeahh that happened several times. LOL.
Well, we did a lot of stuff together when I was in Malacca.
We hung out at malls, chilled by the apartment pool at night, chilled at their apartment balcony which was facing the pool (it was REALLY nice and breezy), we rented a car and drove around town ( which cost us quite a lot, but totally worth the pay).

I had tonnes of fun.
It was great to be with Fadi as I LOVE LOVE herr soo much!!
And it was a great pleasure to meet new people, new friends, Shira, Wunny, Kak Ida, Hyda and Ieqa and Sha. Yeahh, although I didn't talk much, I had fun.
LOL, it's always like that. I seem like I'm bored and all quiet, when the actual fact is I'm having FUN. Hehehehe. I know I'm just weeeiirrd.
I try to smile a lot to avoid people from thinking so. But then, they'd think I'm crazy. LOL.

Lets wrap this up.
I had an AWESOME weekend.
Whooossshhh!